Just as the thoughts were endlessly going on within... just when the topics of the recent past were surfacing... just when I wanted answers... the speaker in my PC plays....

காலம் இன்னும் கூடவில்லை
மாலை இன்னும் வாடவில்லை
நம்பிக்கை இழக்கவில்லை...

மெய் அறியா அறியாமையில்,
பொய்யான மெய்யில் ,
சிக்குற்ற எந்தன்,
கட்டுக்களை அறுக்கும்,
அறக்கட்டளை என்று வருமோ...
அன்று பித்தம் களைந்து,
சித்தம் தெளிந்து,
பித்தனும் ஆவான் சித்தனே...

Snapshot

Comfortably postponed - uncomfortable situations - time's closing - Stuck, quite uncomfortably! - paining the circle - not wanting to decide - doing crap - knowing not any reasons - making up pseudo claims - dabbling and getting stuck - sticking past - fear - societal valuation - unknown yearnings - how much will quench - when will they drop - what's happening within - not to get stuck - not to wander away - how to get out - how to be on - how to reach - what to do - misgivings - total confusion - Unappealing pseudo-goals - self-hate - incapable baggage - desiring being - Eternal thirst for eternity.

Way of life

A hungry ant, chasing the floating sugar lump, hanging from the stick, knotted unawares at its back...

Non-being

Mighty words
Spoken about it
Didn't help recollect
The "accidental" experience of it.

One similar fall,
In the sacred space,
Bought it all back...
And now, I want more.

Back!

Back and yearning!